如果担心为什么还不怕

i am worried. there's been a lot going on right now. but how come i don't feel the urgency to improve .. i remember the comments my primary school teacher wrote on my report card once: "She is extremely capable and manages to accomplish whatever she puts her mind to. However, she tends to be complacent."
Indeed. Complacency is my downfall. Arrogance and pride are my friends. I think that nothng in my world can ever go wrong. Perhaps this is why i am never truely afraid. But the fear of the unknown not going according to my plans scare me a little.
To this i attest, I shall strive to improve. Of attempt to do so.